Taking Charge of My Health

It's been more than half year that I ahd my laps. After that I went through the Lucrin jabs for another 6 months. The last one was about 3 months ago. I just got my first period on the 1st February 208. and ouchh..it was painful. It's like a sharp labor pain!So I bet my endo is still there. I also feel that my stomach is bulging, like 2 months pregnant but I'm not pregnant. I have checked this morning. Confirmed not pregnant! Suppose I'm meeting my gynae soon after the last jab, but i haven't. I'm so afraid to see if there still cyst..which I am about confident there should be? Am I pessimive? No, it's my instinct. Sometimes we should know that our body is not really in good shape though we seems not having much problem. I've somewhere that oestrogen induces the endo and cyst, while progestrone seems to shrink it. So I guess my problem lies to the imbalances of hormones in my body. So I need to put it back into the equilibrium stae..Ouchh....I've been talking about plan before?huhuu........but i didn't work it out....So let be serious this time....yes I better take it seriously this time!!!I don't want hormones treatment anymore..It made me sick!and moody...sometomes induces my asthma...waaa..lots of health problemmsss...what else to come...